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Friday, October 27, 2017

THE PASSAGE

                                                                      
   The ocean liner churns through the waves, course plotted and sure to arrive at that other more marvelous shore.  No turning around, no failing engines, no waves that can sink.  On board, the souls who play and laugh and hurt and worry and praise, and sin.  Choosing how to fill their days and weeks, but no choice as to where the ship will land.  In choosing their agenda, they sometimes chose their sorrows and joys.  But some are chosen for them by the captain of the vessel, who seeks their best.  And He sometimes interrupts their agenda to offer His own.  The waves rock their world and the winds, though blowing up the waves, never change the course.  Drs of hope on board to help with the sorrows of consequence and of  Captains choice, can not cure all hurts and stop all waves, but prescribe the hope that bids them trust the will of the Captain.  Some sailing souls seem to fall off and go under but it is the illusion of chance  and not choice that makes it seem so.  And even when healing comes, few know that the origin is the captain.  Stomping of feet  and raging words seems to some,  to alter the course of the ship, but makes the journey harder and the storms darker for the feet that stomp.  Sometimes the great joys of birth and beginning and triumph cause one to see the shore and think the journey done.  But captain bids them burn the sandy image in their heart while trusting the arrival time to Him. And sorrows send passengers to the rail seeking vision of the shore or for some, seeking escape into the waves.  The captain always stands and watches these with open arms and heart of compassion.  Though he knows the choice before it's made. 
  Plenty of food and joy and purpose for all on board,  but some do not leave the safety of quarters to find it for they do not believe it is worth the risk.  And many who taste it have bellies already full of less satisfying food and do not like it's taste or enjoy the company of those who eat it too.   Joy is elusive to them while happiness abounds in distracting moments and entertaining events.  With double vision they believe yet doubt  the shore exists and do not look from the rail for anything but the waves and wind.  They have heard of captain but rarely recognize him on His rounds.   The accommodations  do not make His friendship desirable to these.   For some the food is satisfying and rich and enjoyable and the company enriching.  For these,  joy grows in the midst of the churning stomach of rocking waves, that bring tears and unsteady step.  It is in knowing the destination and their growing relationship with Captain that their hearts are settled.
    All are imagined masters of their journey but all arrive under one captains eyes and all will see the voyage clearer when it ends.   All will reach the other shore and finally see the glory of the passage but some  of these more steadfast souls will arrive with multiple treasures to throw at the feet of the King of that place.   All will recognize and love the captain and the King in that land of Holy peace and sweet fellowship.

 Proverbs 16:A man's heart plans his way, But the Lord directs his steps

Wednesday, October 4, 2017

FALL


         Fall lovers see the pumpkin patches and warm drinks, the leaf pile photo ops, and the corn maze fun.  They may balk at the hot summer days or the cold freezy winter commutes, but fall brings them happiness.   I am not a fan of the shorter days of fall and winter.  I have an aversion to darkness when I am not asleep.  It seems the darkness is out of place at six o'clock when there are dogs to walk, friends to visit and rugs to be aired.  With the increased hours of darkness comes the prospect of cold, icy winter days.   The beauty of the  vivid orange and red, and the  brown topped pines is overshadowed by the prospects of icy roads and questions of safety in our daily travel, constant shoveling and layers of socks and coats and mittens  that make getting out the door a real chore.  This is what I see when I look at fall.  I look past the beauty of the color of the leaves to the gloom. 
       But Jesus bids I  live victoriously in the now.   Choosing  gratitude for leafy color and bug free forest walks, can not happen if  I focus on the coming darkness.  Neither can I be grateful in the dark, cold days if I do not see to the eternally sonny days ahead.  Quite a Rubik's cube this balance of here-sight and fore-sight.  But not if I look at Jesus through the dark and cold and here and now. I see through the dark glass of here and now and flesh and sin far too often.  But if I look with His eyes I see the here and now as a tunnel of opportunity built to get us through, to  invite a friend,  to pack our bags with worthy gifts for the land of light at the end. 
    One day, finally,  in that place and in that time I will see the beautiful color of fall, the sunshine of summer and the Father of all the light, without looking through the darkness. In that eternal season  I imagine singing and dancing for the joy of seeing and living in His sight as I  sit on our heavenly porch chatting and praising with sisters and angels.  The colors will be vivid, the friends and gifts brought through, precious, and the world beautifully recreated with pumpkin patch and harvest stalks.  But mostly I look forward to sipping warm drink and rocking with Jesus, no sinful habit, no ungrateful thought or fleshly war between us, just awe,  friendship and love.
   The challenge now is to see the darkness as a quality of the glass through which I now look, to be replaced finally with clear, focused  face to face.   And for a time I can clear the cobweb of sin from my thinking and look  beyond the  growing seasonal darkness, for it is only an evidence of the truth of dark glass and poor vision since Adam's time.  And if that  gloomy truth is verified so is the face to face that comes after.  And I am given clarity and hope from here-sight and foresight.   I can dread the darkness and winter while being grateful for the message of coming, eternal, presence in the always and forever time of light .  

1 Corinthians 13:
12 For now we see through a glass, darkly; but then face to face: now I know in part; but then shall I know even as also I am known.
Fall 2014